{ Happy Mothers Day }

What a beautiful day we are having here in Philadelphia, the sun is shining bright and the air is warm and sweet, a perfect Sunday if you ask me. I thought I would pop in to wish all the Moms out there a very Happy Mothers Day! Motherhood truly is the hardest most selfless job in the world and we all, no matter our situations deserve a day to be dotted on. Mothers day is always a little bittersweet for me as I lost mine when I was 17 for such a long time felt a little cheated and sorry for myself for being robbed of a Mother so young, it hasn't been until recently that I have started to think how LUCKY I was to have such a wonderful mother for 17 years of my life not everyone can say that. I also know that she really is still here within my heart, I get to see her every time I hear myself tell Kael something I remember her telling me. Someone asked me a little bit ago if being a Mother was as tough as they say and I answered 100 percent yes... harder, but for me I feel as if I am being guided some how through this process, instinct maybe from watching my Mother or maybe it is her gently with her hand on my shoulder showing me the light, whatever it is when the tough decision come I just know what to do and I am so thankful that I had her as such positive influence in my life. 
On another Mothers Day note I can finally say after 13 Months of nursing my son we have finally weaned fully and totally. Its pretty surreal I have been doing it so long it is so weird not to have it in our day anymore. Do I miss it? Not really. Was it time to wean him? I think so he didn't fight it and he seems happy as ever. I never really touched much on nursing here on my blog because I really think it is such a personal decision for all Mothers to make, a conversation they need to only have with their Husbands and their babies and whatever works for them is the right decision. I hope all you Mothers out there have a wonderful day!!

                   

Me and My Mommy on My First Christmas, she was breathtaking..

Me and Kael yesterday out in Rittenhouse Square park soaking up the sun..